In this fall season, renewal is not a primary focus, but something just jumped out of a verse at me this morning and I wanted to share.
I am having a rough day at work. Actually the last two days have been rough. And when this situation began I reacted poorly. Not as poorly as I have in the past, but not perfectly either.
A spirit of fear, defensiveness and anger took hold of me.
This morning, as the tension mounted…..I found myself winding tighter and tighter. In desperation I looked around my cubicle walls and started reading the scripture memory team cards posted there.
Those who look to the LORD are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.
Well, that doesn’t help. It only makes me feel worse, since I didn’t keep my eyes on God.
Set your mind on things above, not on earthly things
*sigh* here again, I didn’t keep my mind focused where it needed to be. I feel like a failure. And then my eyes found the verse that delivered the help I needed after a failure…
Create in me a clean heart oh God, and RENEW a right spirit within me
The word RENEW jumped out at me in a way it never had before.
I had always thought of this verse as a plea for God to create a clean heart and right spirit in me and then I was supposed to be able to keep it clean and pure and right. Through my own human effort.
But the truth is that I simply can’t. I can’t keep a clean heart and right spirit on my own.
I need to be renewed….probably about once a minute or so.
Even the psalmist felt the need to have a right spirit renewed. So logically we can conclude that even the psalmist failed to continually have a right spirit. He had, at least occasionally, a wrong spirit. And yet he had complete confidence in God’s love for him and willingness to rescue him.
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Though I don’t normally advocate deriving comfort from the failures of others, today I found a great deal of comfort in the failures of the psalmist.